Wishful thinking but a girl can dream.
HaHaHa so me being me (an awkward mess) doesn't help the fact that I hate most typical 'date' situations PEAK.
So issue 1, dates that involve food … I wouldn't go, just to let you know. This would be too stressful for me and I would feel so uncomfortable, there's only one person I would eat food with and that would be Chloe. She's only back from university once in a blue moon so I just suck it up and get on with it. I have eaten around other people before, however, I would never voluntarily make it my first choice as I think I would be close to crying like last time. #livingmybestfakelife.
Issue 2, crowds. The worst thing for me is that short period of time between classes, Who the heck likes getting trapped in a crowd? Being highly claustrophobic certainly doesn't make matter any better, I'm just glad that I take two art subjects therefore, I get to stay in one building most of the time which tends not to get busy. Yeepers me and crowds do not mix. As you can imagine I avoid busy places such as festivals and concerts... I would freeeak. The next date idea that's on most lists that I haven't already crossed off is cinemas, shock horror I don't like this either, the idea of being in a dark room with a bunch of strangers doesn't sound fun, the build up doesn't help either and stresses me out even more. Shanice and I have this in common; she doesn't like the feeling of being isolated from the world, So I can guarantee you that you wont be finding either of us in the cinema any time soon. This next bit may seem a little bit off topic but I hate airports! I swear I'm not the only one who gets stressed out by them, the bit that annoys me is that I'm meant to be going on holiday so why is everyone around me freaking out? I tend to go away at least once a year so I should be used to them by now but no I just don't like them.
Part 3, I'm picky, there is no point in attempting to take me out to get a drink, as I'm literally so fussy. I don't like coffee, tea, or any other hot drink, also, I'm underaged and I'm highly selective with who I get drunk with, as it cant be just anyone. I cant sing, therefore karaoke is a problem, and it's just awkward. It's the same for dancing and ice-skating… so no thankyou. Moreover, why the hell would you purposely read a book with someone or go on a date to a book store, I just find it weird. maybe its just me but stuff like museums, bookstores and libraries are just kinda boring, it's all too quite (shush) and it's just not my cup of tea.
Hahahah, what even are some of these ideas, like wtf, star gazing, no just no like hun sorry to disappoint but I wont do that for anyone. Please correct me if I wrong but the idea of going for a walk on the beach just doesn't appeal to me and also pretty sure that if you tried to do that in the UK, or any costal area near Manchester you would most likely get rained on. Next … road trip? I can't drive so that probably wouldn't work. Also, would love to do an escape room but if I'm not with the right people I would freeak.
The idea of recreating your first date isn't possible if your going on you're first date. Fact. A good thing about me though is that I laugh when I feel like I'm in an awkward situation. It's basically an ultimatum inside myself where it either I laugh or I cry and get stressed there is no other option; Laughing is my coping mechanism.
I guess its clear to see why I have never been on a date, however, if I was to go on a date this would be Shanice's ideal date for me...
Apparently I should get all dressed up and go to the ballet or I should visit the aquarium but she says that the guy would need to know quirky things about fish which is ironic, as I dislike the ocean.
If you have made it this far, congratulations. You are welcome for this delightful insight into my highly selective life.