Soooooo I'm stressed as usual, lol who actually cares nottttt me, lowkey I cry everyday and do care but oh well. DEEP BREATH. Carrying on I had a great birthday thank you everyone I loved it and I enjoyed the weekend trip to London which my mum surprised me with, she's such a doll. Anyway you should all hit up Mama Mia cause it was amazing, yes I sang every word and idk I just loved it sooooooooo much, I was honestly speechless and kinda just squealed a lot probably too much tbh. But for the rest of the weekend we walked a lot and visited 101 different art galleries, the best were the Photographers gallery and the Tate modern they were amazing. But it was really amazing and I'm sooooooooo grateful like I didn't expect it at all because I had already ben told I wasn't allowed the tickets because I asked for them for when it came to Manchester and the sow was on my mums birthday so she said no, which I understand. Like I loved the weekend and all but it was probably one of the hardest weekend in a while, because I was practically constantly surrounded by people, which freaked me out a lot but I just kinda put up with it cause I didn't want to ruin like mine and my mums weekend, also for other private reason it was really hard and I literally came back to the hotel everyday and cried in the shower so my mum couldn't hear me, lol that sounds so bad now, I'm such a mess its ridiculous.
Continuing swiftly, because since then I have been stressed trying to get all my work done and catching up with all my dances at dancing because I missed last weekend and I'm missing next weekend, pray for me. Hopefully I will be okay before the show, I hope , I really hope. Also side note I am singing to frozen right now with Maya and Bethan, we are goals.
So Wednesday was amazing cause the hun (Shanice) came round for a bit, and I literally haven't seen her in soooooo long and I love her so much, like I actually hate how our college days are actually soo different I never get to see her. I honestly miss her soooo much, but anyhow she came round on Wednesday and we had a catch-up and she gave me the cutest birthday card ever, like I cry thinking about it sooo much. So then skip a couple of hours and I had a birthday trip with the college group to laze quest, which I am proud to say I didn't come last, sorry blondie. But ye I actually loved it so much, especially spending time with them all, like we haven't done it before but we should defiantly do it more often I love them all.
So then nothing really happened till today when I am joined by Maya and Bethan for a very late birthday sleepover, which is so far amazing and we obviously had a BBQ cause the weather is amazing or was a snow its dark, very dark, like pitch black like my soul. Sooo that's the catch-up lol always recent questions, do I start a YouTube channel (pop up if you have opinions or comment like whatever you want), also does anyone wanna find me a boyfriend I would be forever grateful, lol no joke. So ye goodbye till next time I think.
P.S ignore all the mistakes sorry.