It makes me sad how true that title is but its okay cause I am an amazing mess and anyone who gets to witness this is lucky. So far this year a lot has happened like its only because I have discovered that gin is my drink but with lemonade not tonic.
I am honestly looking forward to this year so much. I have New York at the start of February which is gonna be amazing but I think we need to pray for Martha because she is stuck on the plane with me, love that for her. This year I also have my 18th birthday and everyone else's birthday, although I might be broke from buying new dresses for them. Bigger news I'm starting cheerleading tomorrow with Abby and I'm so excited cause anyone who actually knows me knows how much I love my dancing which leads on to the Lowery performance as it will be coming up but I'm not actually sure when but its some time this year also we have this years show which is all circus based, so for street we are doing Britney spears' song circus and me and Abby want to do a song from IT for ballet, It's going to be so good.
Wow that was a lot in one paragraph.
It's literally 6 days into this year and I already have two new pinafore, I'm obsessed with my new alien perfume, I have a new charm and I'm behind on work. My problem is that I can't work when I'm just at home all day, like ino as soon as I get back to college I will be fine and I will get all my work done I just can't when I'm off.
More worrying news is that my mum seriously thinks I have anaemia because I'm always cold, being deadly serious I sleep with two quilts and two blankets and I'm still cold, like my feet and hands are always freezing and I'm always shaking from like being cold. honestly I live in hoodies and fluffy socks cause I can't function. So yano I googled symptoms and a few options came up including anaemia, hypothyroidism and some others, so I have dry skin, I'm always exhausted but can never sleep, I'm pale but maybe I'm just pale for life, I cant concentrate, I'm dizzy a lot, I have numb feet and hands most of the time, I have the worst memory ever it's almost like I zone out in situations but don't remember zoning out, its weird and there's some other things. So it is a possibility there may actually be something wrong with me.
I think that might be it for me to update you all on, so I hope you liked this mess of a post but yano its a mess like me so it is all good. I hope you are all having an amazing start of the year.