welcome to the blog where I complain about my life and all the relatable problems that make my life so much better also some strange things I do, that I hope I'm not strange for doing. Also have you noticed at how much I'm laughing at my life legit pray for me I'm struggling and I'm like four weeks in. Hahahhahah ye I'M FINEEEEE.
Also changed up the theme abit cause I love procrastinating.
When people think they are being nice and polite and asking how you are, and your just there fully trying to act normal and pretend your not on the edge of crying. Like no thank you, I don't want to talk cause I don't wanna cry in front of my class or on a public bus, yano what I'm great so just leave me alone.
I'm broke, legit everyone wants to go out and I cant and everyone is like get a job, like I'm trying but I have nothing going for me, terrible grades and no work experience really goes down well. I welcome any donations to me cause.
When I'm stressed I walk quick to get away from situation, or like if I'm late and need to get somewhere its super annoying when someone walks really slow in front of you or like when the stop still, I'm so tempted to just push them out of my way, but yano gotta be nice don't need any karma. Like do people enjoy walking slowly or stopping in random places cause I sure don't appreciate it.
AutoCorrect. like who in the world made autocorrect think that its always right. Hell no I meant to spell it wrong. Legit like when you shorten words or text in like code and autocorrect corrects it without you knowing and now you seem like an idiot cause your text doesn't make sense, like thanks really appreciate it.
I have a wardrobe full of clothes and a chest of draws yet I never have any cute outfits. Legit this is how a bad day starts off, most annoying thing in the world. No joke I cried the other day when trying to pick out an outfit cause I was already stressed, so I ended up going to college in leggings a bra and a oversized hoodie. Can say I looked great.
I check for strangers in my house. When I get in I go round the whole house to make sure there's no murderers hiding anywhere but I don't know what I would do if I found someone. Lets hope I'm never in that situation.
Running up the stairs at night or running from the bathroom to my bed room when its dark, cause yano I'm five 5 and there's deffo monsters and murders waiting to grab me. Although when you have a dog who lies at the top of the stairs in the pitch black it doesn't help, legit cannot count how many times I've fallen over him.
Notifications. Is there really any need, half the time I don't care about them and the other half I don't reply to anyway. Just let me watch this video or listen to this song in peace, would be much appreciated. Extra annoying thing is that I hardly ever get notifications when I'm not busy watching something.
Waking up repetitively throughout the night for no reason. I hate this so much I end up waking up every 30 minutes thinking I've over slept but its like 3 am so in the end I just get up early cause I cant sleep but regret it for the rest of the day.
Me and my mother are on a great communication level, I HAVE to reply to her texts and if I don't she rings me of I get other multiple texts however when I need something I get ignored and when I bring it up when she's home the reply is... ye I saw that come through but couldn't be bothered. Like thanks appreciate your concern. Today's example, I was ill and in pain basically crying in class so I text my mum (obviously no reply), then when she got home she said you look ill; what really do I not like I texted you 9 hours ago that I didn't feel well but thanks for noticing.
I promise to have better posts soon I'm just struggling, also I love reading all your comments thank you sooo much.
Always choose happiness